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	once you could called your self a cold blooded wizard that slayed human or beast that standing in your way. But then you gone soft just because you trying to attach yourself to the loveone. No more all night long MVP or player versus player coz' your life full with romance. Not because she tell you to not to, but just because you want to spend the whole time with! The king is dead! nothing left but romeo with his juliet. Hey lover boy! dont forget to brought flower for your gurlz! /gg
Friday, May 1, 2009,06:48 p.m. stepping stone one jump and you change everything in your life. wake up from your dream and realize that the world is not as the same while you close your eyes. finally i get out from this world, the world that keeping safe in my sleep. but it leaves deep scar inside my soul, am i regret? i can say yes. i have to walk in this reality and i lost. and i still lost now. but the decision that i make is undoable. the truth i never able to forgive myself make me walk in this world with half of my eyes close. i make an illusion, and my heart believe it, but my soul doesn't. i guess i pick up the wrong stone. no matter how i paint this stone, but it always look gloomy. and it's not only about the stone that i keep in my hand, but also about the stone that i leave behind. my footprint won't gone. i am not looking for forgiveness, and i not looking for justice, but i also can't tell the truth, cause that would make somebody cry. if you ask me what i want, i would boldly say... "i don't know". i just have to keep jumping... can you show me the way out? Saturday, November 18, 2006,08:06 p.m. AgAniSt ChinEse GrEaT WalL an idiotic event happen this morning, when two hunters aganist a stampede. and the story ended where in a small intensive care unit room. and the worst is one hunter is begining to blame the other. no matter how many tigers and elephants they had hunt down. but the power of two could no possible defeated the force of thousand wild herbivora that ramed to anything in their track. especialy without any good preparation. not even their natural instinc could do aganist such that mother nature. think smart with cold head might be would end in another story, but it's all started with a grumpy face and blaming to the situation. arrgghhh.. i wish that she could just change. blaming all to the other won't solve the problem. her head is hard as stone. but it's ended sink, in the shallow fish tank. can you show me the way out? Sunday, October 22, 2006,08:43 p.m. DesCeNdiNG To GoD suddenly a ghost from my past appear in front my eyes, show me clearly the thing that happens long time ago. the memory that i don't want to remember but neither to forget... something that makes me human but i also losing my mind. can you show me the way out? Saturday, May 6, 2006,12:22 a.m. LieS... maybe am just a stupid fool... i know everything, i know all the lies within. but just could not open my heart. i only want to know what i want to know. there's a war in my head. am live in sorrow but i don't want to get out. my heart is blinded by what i need most. "hwang" can you show me the way out? Tuesday, February 21, 2006,09:32 p.m. TruSt... ? which one did you choose.... "i don't care what you do as long you with me..." or "you're mine! no one else may take you away from me! i gonna kill that bastard" how could you trust someone that not care on how you feel..? or i just have to stand still, say no word just pretend that my feeling is not hurt? trust? loyalty? what those words means to you? selfish or coldhearted? can you show me the way out? Monday, December 5, 2005,09:42 p.m. when you talk to someone, and she doing something else instead of listening to your words... how do you feel? after that she said something else as if you're never said anything!!! it's hard speak to someone that never pay attention.. -_- can you show me the way out? Saturday, July 9, 2005,04:58 p.m. i don't wanna look back i know that she is childish, self centre, and sometimes annoying, i can take that! but always put the blame on someone else! say such rude words! and never appreciate that others do for her! perfectly 100% selfish! the feeling gone... come on blame me as a jerk! all the man are the same! but look up yourself! did you worth to be loved? can you show me the way out? Friday, July 8, 2005,06:26 p.m. are you stupid or what? just why? women always do stupid things just to get what they want! so stupid and sometimes become annoying! never respected for what her man do for them. can you show me the way out? Tuesday, February 22, 2005,10:50 p.m. one rainy night... isn't there any word "centimentil" exist in this world? the human live on past, to cry and to smile upon a happines and a sorrow cause the memories that scarf in their heart... but now nothing left but the selfishness. to see what they wanted to saw, to hear what they wanted to heard, and others become worthless to remember. "i love you forever with all my heart" is nothing but a part of song rhyme that sells in musical industries... is memories become meaningless in this age? it's not kind of such a world that i would like to live in! how about you? can you show me the way out? Thursday, January 27, 2005,01:24 p.m. fall i build a kingdom and it's soon falls, i know it will happen, but do nothing to stop it.... can you show me the way out? Tuesday, December 21, 2004,03:11 p.m. If your loveones caught in an affair... if man had an affair, it's just ended with lust, and the words "sorry,but... bla bla bla..." comes as deny of his action. but if woman had an affair, it's comes with all their heart feeling, and the words "i never love you anyway, there's nothing happens beetween us! you never understand me. bla bla bla..." comes as deny of her action and means goodbye. ironic! cause some womans says! "all the man are the same! they get what they wanted and leave us!" but sometimes the woman it's self more wicked. At least man committed their sin. hey do not try to figure who's evil in here, just face the reality! can you show me the way out? Saturday, December 18, 2004,06:26 p.m. To bE LOvEd! once love someone, you gave all your soul to theone you love, but sometimes small different in mind could mash up everything. just couldn't be somebody so that stuborn. to try understand each other would be something! and i could! but you...? can you show me the way out? Sunday, January 16, 2005,04:51 p.m. To Be aN aNnoyiNg PerSon! it's hard to say, but being annoying sometimes not always be that annoying. some time it's fun but when it's to much it become really annoying! But to forgive, it's something else, to forget the mistake that some has done and say "it's Ok!" would be better, but if someone always come with the mistake that we've scarf and makeing it as a mock or just to tell how bad we are, it would be come something really annoying! can you show me the way out?

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once you could called your self a cold blooded wizard that slayed human or beast that standing in your way. But then you gone soft just because you trying to attach yourself to the loveone. No more all night long MVP or player versus player coz' your life full with romance. Not because she tell you to not to, but just because you want to spend the whole time with! The king is dead! nothing left but romeo with his juliet.

Hey lover boy! dont forget to brought flower for your gurlz! /gg

Friday, May 1, 2009,06:48 p.m.
stepping stone

one jump and you change everything in your life. wake up from your dream and realize that the world is not as the same while you close your eyes. finally i get out from this world, the world that keeping safe in my sleep. but it leaves deep scar inside my soul, am i regret? i can say yes. i have to walk in this reality and i lost. and i still lost now. but the decision that i make is undoable. the truth i never able to forgive myself make me walk in this world with half of my eyes close. i make an illusion, and my heart believe it, but my soul doesn't. i guess i pick up the wrong stone. no matter how i paint this stone, but it always look gloomy. and it's not only about the stone that i keep in my hand, but also about the stone that i leave behind. my footprint won't gone. i am not looking for forgiveness, and i not looking for justice, but i also can't tell the truth, cause that would make somebody cry. if you ask me what i want, i would boldly say... "i don't know". i just have to keep jumping...
can you show me the way out?

Saturday, November 18, 2006,08:06 p.m.
AgAniSt ChinEse GrEaT WalL

an idiotic event happen this morning, when two hunters aganist a stampede. and the story ended where in a small intensive care unit room. and the worst is one hunter is begining to blame the other. no matter how many tigers and elephants they had hunt down. but the power of two could no possible defeated the force of thousand wild herbivora that ramed to anything in their track. especialy without any good preparation. not even their natural instinc could do aganist such that mother nature. think smart with cold head might be would end in another story, but it's all started with a grumpy face and blaming to the situation. arrgghhh.. i wish that she could just change. blaming all to the other won't solve the problem. her head is hard as stone. but it's ended sink, in the shallow fish tank.
can you show me the way out?

Sunday, October 22, 2006,08:43 p.m.
DesCeNdiNG To GoD

suddenly a ghost from my past appear in front my eyes, show me clearly the thing that happens long time ago. the memory that i don't want to remember but neither to forget... something that makes me human but i also losing my mind.
can you show me the way out?

Saturday, May 6, 2006,12:22 a.m.
LieS...

maybe am just a stupid fool... i know everything, i know all the lies within. but just could not open my heart. i only want to know what i want to know. there's a war in my head. am live in sorrow but i don't want to get out. my heart is blinded by what i need most. "hwang"

can you show me the way out?

Tuesday, February 21, 2006,09:32 p.m.
TruSt... ?

which one did you choose.... "i don't care what you do as long you with me..." or "you're mine! no one else may take you away from me! i gonna kill that bastard" how could you trust someone that not care on how you feel..? or i just have to stand still, say no word just pretend that my feeling is not hurt? trust? loyalty? what those words means to you? selfish or coldhearted?
can you show me the way out?

Monday, December 5, 2005,09:42 p.m.

when you talk to someone, and she doing something else instead of listening to your words... how do you feel? after that she said something else as if you're never said anything!!! it's hard speak to someone that never pay attention.. -_-
can you show me the way out?

Saturday, July 9, 2005,04:58 p.m.
i don't wanna look back

i know that she is childish, self centre, and sometimes annoying, i can take that! but always put the blame on someone else! say such rude words! and never appreciate that others do for her! perfectly 100% selfish! the feeling gone... come on blame me as a jerk! all the man are the same! but look up yourself! did you worth to be loved?
can you show me the way out?

Friday, July 8, 2005,06:26 p.m.
are you stupid or what?

just why? women always do stupid things just to get what they want! so stupid and sometimes become annoying! never respected for what her man do for them.
can you show me the way out?

Tuesday, February 22, 2005,10:50 p.m.
one rainy night...

isn't there any word "centimentil" exist in this world? the human live on past, to cry and to smile upon a happines and a sorrow cause the memories that scarf in their heart... but now nothing left but the selfishness. to see what they wanted to saw, to hear what they wanted to heard, and others become worthless to remember. "i love you forever with all my heart" is nothing but a part of song rhyme that sells in musical industries...
is memories become meaningless in this age?
it's not kind of such a world that i would like to live in! how about you?

can you show me the way out?

Thursday, January 27, 2005,01:24 p.m.
fall

i build a kingdom and it's soon falls, i know it will happen, but do nothing to stop it....
can you show me the way out?

Tuesday, December 21, 2004,03:11 p.m.
If your loveones caught in an affair...

if man had an affair, it's just ended with lust, and the words "sorry,but... bla bla bla..." comes as deny of his action. but if woman had an affair, it's comes with all their heart feeling, and the words "i never love you anyway, there's nothing happens beetween us! you never understand me. bla bla bla..." comes as deny of her action and means goodbye.
ironic! cause some womans says! "all the man are the same! they get what they wanted and leave us!" but sometimes the woman it's self more wicked. At least man committed their sin. hey do not try to figure who's evil in here, just face the reality!
can you show me the way out?

Saturday, December 18, 2004,06:26 p.m.
To bE LOvEd!

once love someone, you gave all your soul to theone you love, but sometimes small different in mind could mash up everything. just couldn't be somebody so that stuborn. to try understand each other would be something!
and i could! but you...?

can you show me the way out?

Sunday, January 16, 2005,04:51 p.m.
To Be aN aNnoyiNg PerSon!

it's hard to say, but being annoying sometimes not always be that annoying. some time it's fun but when it's to much it become really annoying!
But to forgive, it's something else, to forget the mistake that some has done and say "it's Ok!" would be better, but if someone always come with the mistake that we've scarf and makeing it as a mock or just to tell how bad we are, it would be come something really annoying!
can you show me the way out?